Nobody knows

Nobody knows how painful you are. Nobody cares with your feeling.
Nobody understand you. You're trying your best, but all you get is zero.

I'm just nothing and useless person. Wether I still alive or dying, its doesnt effect any people around me.
Shameless...
Loneliness...
Stupidty...
Why I still alive.
I wish I can escape for awhile. Between life and death. Flying with no border. But I'm just a weak person I can change nothing. What Am capable to do?